December 15, 2004

  • HEAVY ON MY HEART
    (written by P.A. Jervis, Jr.)

    I sit here with things that are heavy on my heart
    Just too much for me to get want to get to know
    I have tried many times to please people of all dfferent kinds
    Placing my heart down as the rug for them to wipe their egotistic feet upon
    For them to take and drag it across whatever hurtful platform that they choose

    It's heavy on my heart how I just sit at home
    All alone with nothing to do but wait by the telephone and wait for your call
    Shattering the image of being the perfect person
    I can't stand the person that I am
    I stand here and let you trample on my mind
    My beautiful soul
    And hell I lose all control as you walk away
    From what might have been something real

    I try speak to you about what totally weighing so deeply on my heart
    You often get distracted and run off to another place beyond the topic of discussion
    For some completely unknown reason I watch my feelings slip to an all time low
    You keep doing the things that you do and moving on as you did before
    No time for me, is all you have for others

    I've lost what is mine to you
    I want it back
    What I want is to get to know the real you
    To get deep inside your heart instead of wondering, what could have been
    The things that should have been
    Love, this thing that could have been happening
    Between you and I
    Who is the last one standing, you or I?

    All these things weigh heavy upon my heart
    No time for me and I stand here to watch you tear my dreams apart
    Open your eyes to see me
    Let go of all the hate and envy
    So I can see the beauty of your soul and...
    Your heart

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