May 19, 2005

  • i still believe (blur and fade away)
    (written by. p.a. jervis, jr.)


    i am alone tonight and it's all your fault
    i used to hold you in my arms and hold you tight
    now all i have is the memory tonight
    i am sitting here drinking, when i know it's only a temporary fix
    but as the alcohol rushes down my throat the more the memories start to


    blur and fade away


    just for me to wake up again and realize in the morning
    that i am again alone without someone
    the one person that would tell me everything is okay
    tell me i am beautiful in the most charming and romantic way
    send hilarious emails and ecards just to make sure that i've smiled
    at least once today
    but that's all gone, it's


    blurred and faded away


    people keep saying let him go
    let the memory go, let it


    blur and fade away


    but something keeps me holding on saying that it's not the end of our world
    there's still something more there that we missed the first time
    or even after the second time, i'm sooooo sure that we'll get it right
    we'll look back and say thank goodness we didn't give up because the true love was there
    but for you, it's


    blurred and faded away


    and you've moved on to another place, another time
    one, farther than our own... pushing it further and further to the back of your mind
    making sure to never come back to where you've been
    you've had your last call with me until the sunrises completely even though you have to go to work the next day
    you've just let it all


    blur and fade away