June 14, 2005

  • i fear what i never will
    (written by p.a. jervis, jr.)


    i fear what i never will feel
    i want to experience this feeling
    the overwhelmingness of the sweet caress
    even the slightest need to be wanted
    to be close..


    i fear what i never will hear
    the soft whispers in my ear
    the laughter after an inside joke
    the giggle after a tickle
    the warm sigh when cuddling near
    to hear...


    i fear what i never will see
    i want to experience this feeling
    the smiles that lights up as i enter the room
    the look of romance, love and committment
    to be seen and not just heard...


    i fear what i never will smell
    the breeze of one's cologne
    the fresh smell after a warm shower
    the smell of dinner on the stove for a romantic dinner
    the roses that are bought for no particular reason
    such a sweet smell..


    i fear what i never will taste
    i want to experience this feeling
    the taste of someone's lips after a beautiful kiss
    the sweetest cheesecake that i've ever tasted, because someone has made it from scratch
    a enriched taste that will heighten my senses...


    i fear that i may never love
    never experience what is that lovers experience
    the feel. the touch. the taste. the smell. the sights of love.
    for this is what i fear may never happen to me.