August 6, 2005

• LEARNING TO BE ME ALL OVER AGAIN
  (written by P.A. Jervis, Jr.)

  
  

  Broken, bruised and losing control
  Losing control of my life, I can't hold on
  I was holding on to the image that was me, thinking that's the way that I was going to be forever
  
  Forever, is what you said to me
  Forever in loneliness is what you leave me
  Last night it hit me when I kept seeing the couples
  The couples doing their kissing, their cuddling and sweet somethings
  I realized that you fucked up my life and that I've got to learn to move on
  I've got learn to develop this new me that can filter the guys like you out of my life

  
  

  Once I started to see the cuddling and kissing .. at first I got jealous and wished that someone was beside me so
  That I could enjoy what they were enjoying.. the giggling, the laughing, the companionship.. the possiblity of love
  Then I realized that I can make it on my own, I just have to try to be single for awhile and wait
  I am not in any rush to get my heart broken again, like I have three times over in the past few months
  I'm learning how to be me all over again, to live.. to learn.. to love another way other than romantically.

  
  

  Broken, bruised and trying to gain self control
  And learn who I am again before I move on to finding love and learn who that person is

  • 1:40 pm
  • 3 Comments