August 13, 2005

• IF LOVE ISN'T ALL THAT, WHY DOES IT MEAN SO MUCH TO ME?

  
  

  //FRIDAY//

  
  

  - Woke up around 8ish I think or maybe even sooner. I can't seem to sleep well these days.
  + Get a text message from Michael, hoping that I have a good day
  + Chat with some guys on my faceless profile on Manhunt.net. I get more responses without a picture than with.
  + Chat with Ada a little bit, as well as some other people.
  - Justin sends me a link to Matt's Myspace.com profile, labeled UH OH! I thought it was like a joke like link or something... like he usually sends.
  - Matt's happy with his ex, Carlos. On that note, Corby is happy with Sid. Lastly, Justin his happy with (I don't remember his boyfriends name).
  - I feel in the dumps for hearing about it and sort of try to change the subject with Justin, but it doesn't work.
  + Go and get ready for work. Singing 'The Diary of Alicia Keys.'
  - Missed the first bus to be on time to work. Get the next bus and late for work.
  + Get trained at the register.
  - I am really nervous for the first couple customers
  - Missed my first 15 minute break, almost miss lunch.
  + Hoagie from Fry's for dinner.
  + Boring, doing some register, then walking the floor.
  + Text JP... listen to Jack Johnson.
  + Get a ride home from JP.
  + Talk to KELLY (hehe), I never called him that when he was here. Ewh, I think I caught something, like I miss you.
  - Back to the empty apartment. I just sit there crying. Ugh.
  + Call from Ada, in the middle of my crying session
  + Some drinking at Rico's and Pipper's, probably one of the last times. Or the last time... Guest appearances by the Hurd Machine and Sarah (who knows where Wilberforce, OH is now.)
  + Watch spots of Zoolander. Fall a sleep a bit and go home.
  - Don't want to fall asleep on the couch again.
  + Quiet ride home...
  - So I am a little gone and chatting with people, just poring out all the emotion.. venting worse than an AC on a summer day.
  +/- Found out somethings that made me jealous, but I am still happy. It just really bothered me.
  - Try falling asleep with Sara Evans on repeat but the assholes upstairs keep banging on my ceiling. I play music or a movie before I go to bed. I don't see the difference. So I just feel asleep with banging and Sara Evans singing.

  • 2:13 pm
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