October 18, 2005

  • A REALIZATION


    The rain is pouring outside.
    Time and space seems to go so smooth.
    Going smoother than the emotion that I am feeling


    I found out that I don't need all of people that I thought I needed to survive this lonely
    I need to find a place, find a truth, a foundation, I need to find me.
    I've come to realize I love myself and someone else
    More than anyone and anything else.


    For right now, the tears pour
    Trickling down in random patterns on the windows
    Dominating while I realize my fears.
    As I realize the love for myself.


    The sun is shining brightly outside
    Time and space seems to move so vibrantly
    Reflecting the same emotion that I am feeling