October 27, 2005

• SO HOW DOES IT FEEL!?

  
  

  That's all I hear now that I've turned the big twenty one. This is supposed to be the turning point for me. Now I have an excuse or a reason to go out drinking every night. I don't think that's a good thing. I don't really think it's a good idea, especially since I don't really know my family history on one side. It just might linger somewhere that I have alcoholic or something in the family and I just don't need that. I got my own problems like money and shit to worry about. Who cares? Right!  That's not what you came here to read. You came to read about my twenty first celebration.

  
  

  My birthday is actually on the 20th of October. I just decided and had to have my big bash on the 21st because it sounded cool. The BIG 21 on the 21. You know what I mean? Of course you do. So on Thursday, my actual birthday. I slept most of the day and did some little chores around the house. I also actually got a chance to watch some television, I haven't seen Oprah in awhile it was good times to catch up with her, do some talking and hosting a show. Nothing too major. Then later that night, D-King (aka Darren) picked me up to take to a birthday dinner at Red Lobster. Attending this dinner was Alexis, Darren, Jacqueline #3 (with the Army boyfriend), and me. (DUH!). Anyway. The first drink that I had was a Long Island Ice Tea. It was superb because the bar tender put in extra alcohol. It was great. I could feel it within minutes. Too bad I finished it within minutes. Then I had some wine and two other superb drinks that don't run across the mind at the moment. Why? Because I have forgotten bits and pieces of the night. I am sorry. It was a good night though. I am not done telling it though. Geesh relax. We took a picture. A group picture with the waiter that kept peeping down Jac's shirt. We had to saddle up the sisters and get them out of there. Absolutely.  We let him take the picture nonetheless.. he was cute though. Hehe. We should have gotten a picture of him. Awesome people. Darren and crew left a nice tip. Oh yeah presents! Alexis and Darren got me 'Mean Girls', a camera and a card. A nice card in fact. Anyway.

  
  

  After having a fun time at the restaraunt. We went and sent Alexis and Jac on their merry little way by giving them a little something to make them happy. In the process, I saw that Smirnoff has Screwdrivers already premade. It was awesome. Yes indeed, please believe. Then off off off, we went to the club. This club was called 'The Biz'. It's where we go every Sunday but on this particular day, I was 21 so I could get in for free and not have to worry about my age acting like a fat lady with too much to fit through the door. Amen? Haha. Just kidding. It was a different kind of scene, everything was chilled and laid back. It sort of felt like the eyes were on me. Or that how I wanted it to be? I forgot to mention that we met the Baker and her new man and crew at 'The Biz' She was so drunk out of her tits. Oh wait.. I've seen those. That wasn't it. Let's just say she was drunk. Absolutely. Her boyfriend was the only one that was sober. It was quite weird. Hehe. Anyway I had my first shot, legal one.. in a public place. Hehe. I had several drinks and ending up sharing them with the bathroom sink because I am not used to drinking fast and then going out on the floor and dancing. Definitely not used it at all. Then.. then I had some more fun and talked to these guys that bought me a couple of drinks. It was so awesome. You would not believe how awesome it was. Then I met this guy.. I can't remember his name. He was superb and he was just slightly rocky gorgeous. He lives in Vegas but was visiting town for the night. I couldn't believe it. He was buying me drinks and stuff. Then we went off to this guy's like chill pad. It was awesome. We chilled. Darren fell asleep. Snoring so loud. Bass and treble? Then I just went home and got up five hours for work.

  
  

  Then the next day I was five hours late for work. That was disgusting but everyone understood. Then after that .. after work was the jump off baby. I had to pick up that handsome man for my birthday poster from FedexKinko's. (Thanks Sal for the discount..) Then I had to get the place set up for the party because I didn't do that much cleaning. Even though the place was going to get messed up. I didn't want people to think that my place was a slop pad.. you know what I mean? It's all good though. It turned out to be okay. At first, I didn't think that people were going to show up and I was distressed and then I realized I didn't have any liquor so I sent Corby to get some. And then after that. I saw Christies, whom I have not seen in like forever. It was like good to see her. Sort of slightly catch up on things after trying to get in touch with her forever and a day. Then after she left, it was boring for a bit and then even one else started to invite people over. Some people that I had seen at the club were at my party. Some of the cool people that I had seen on facebook and though were like way too cool to come to my party had come to celebrate with me. The people that were at last two parties came to my parties. I was disappointed after the drama of the evening and stuff that my dear friend Pipper didn't show up. I was really expecting her. I know that she's not feeling well these days. Who knows? We don't even talk that much but I hope that she's in good health. I was glad to see good friends like Rico and her crew. I was also really happy when David showed up. Yeah I have a small crush (or a fucken HUGE ass! crush on David Michael) I can't help it. I think I just ruined it for myself when he was at my party. I wish that I could have talked to him. *tear* Anyway. Overall it was a good time. Gooooood time. I am glad that all that stopped by stopped by and all that called on the midnight of my birthday called. All those uncles that have not called me in years, called me on my 21st birthday. For those that went to dinner the day after my party and then went to party with me the night after. You still get hugs even though you don't feel the urge to be with me and I feel the urge to be with you in some awkward way. It's just a weird way to be feeling right now. For those that live in AR and seem to make me a lot happier than the people that I have right here sometime. You know who you are. 'I am naked!' Hehe.

  
  

  I am 21 now. Still the same old loser, it's just legal to cry and drink at the same time now. Here's to wishing the best of luck on the year of my 21.

  
  

   

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