Month: November 2005

  • MAD WICKED MOTHA!

    + Had fun at the 3rd annual Thanks Keg N Fest.
    - Spilled beer on myself ... so not cool and not a good feeling.
    + Got home and fell asleep
    + Wake up at 535 but go back to sleep.. oops.
    - Woke up at 7, when I supposed to be to work at 7.
    - Call work and telll them I am going to be late.
    - Miss the bus .. so messed up. Do buses ever run ONschedule around here.
    +/- Walk to work.. arrive 35 minutes late. Get there faster than the bus can take me.
    + Walking wore off some of the drunkness, but hang over starts to roar really loud in my head.
    - Ewh. Boo! For stomach problems.
    + Cool no photo and uh the test are done. Nothing to do.
    + Drink a 1/2 gallon of orange juice and Strawberry FIERCE gatorade.
    - Massive headache is still pound and gets worse around lunch time.
    + Yay for cool people that get lunch for other people.. 'IT'S THE SUB ONE!'
    + Pretty slow for a Sunday.. which was good.
    + Stay an hour later because I got there like an hour later.
    + Walk home because the bus runs like every 30 minutes on Sunday and not even ONtime
    ( Get to the corner of Rural and Broadway and the bus pulls up. SLOW.)
    - Rommie on the computer.. so messes up the unwinding routine.
    + Talked on the phone
    + Took a nap


    >> The night's not over yet.. might be going to the club or just staying in.


    Shout outs: [JP]: Miss you much.. come and visit me gosh. Or let me know when I can see you.. before like Winter break. [Ada]: I haven't heard much from you this week. Let me know how life is going. [Luis]: It's the SUB ONE! Get it right! [Sarena]: Uh. Don't take it personal but I think you are cool. [Big F in AR]: Call me sometime.. or I'll call you since I am always working.. ewh. Hope everything is chilled and cool in your world and I don't mean the weather. LOL. [Sal]: You made me wet.. haha. [Darren]: Uh you rock.. and basically you rock. [Alexis]: Wild as you are.. I would have whooped dude's ass for you and then took advantage of him.. LOL. [T-T]: I think you're good for the girl. Stay cool [Mark]: Oh buddy.. you are so nice. * kisses *. Haha. We need to work on your game so you can get laid sometime this week. I bet you don't even remember that girls name.. ha ha. Thanks for the shirt too! [DNA Squad!]: I WANT MY RED SHIRT BACK! LOL. [Sam]: Thanks for being so patient! 'Who the fuck is this?' (repeat x4) Hehe.

  • Sadness, Sadness (Hidden from the Madness)

    Sadness, Sadness (Hidden from the Madness)
    Written by P.A. Jervis, Jr.


    Sadness, sadness
    Hidden from the madness
    I wake this morning to the feeling of
    Loneliness and that soon it should end.
    It will end.
    Someone told me it would end.

    But what if they were wrong
    What if the world is just passing me by and the word is getting out
    That I am a good lover and too golden to touch.


    That could never be it, that just seems like too much.
    Or am I one of those people that care too much and it seems like it's over bearing
    When all I want is someone that is caring
    And someone share the care, sort of or all the way give it back


    But I feel that I lack
    I lack something that everyone wants but they let go
    Or I give it to them sooner than they expect and they run away from
    The feeling
    The caring, the warmth, the possibility of being on the path to committment.
    The shine, the glow, the arguments and the ever after, happy or not.


    I fear, I fear the feeling of sitting around and just about to rot
    Around around around these thoughts trot
    So mean, so wild, so tangled and mangled in my brain
    All these thoughts that do so rain
    For I do complain that I want love to rain
    So heavily and pour itself all over me


    For I want to be free
    Free, from all the lonely that ties my heart down
    That makes the tears rush from the beds of my eyes
    And pours to create more sorrow
    And increase the thoughts of negativity as I see couples walking down the street
       In the mall
                                   In the store.
                    In  the movies


    But shhhhh shhhh shh.
    This sadness, sadness, sadness
    Is hidden from all the madness.

  • HQ Photos: Mariah At The NFL Thanksgiving Day Halftime Show // 6:22 PM EST Updated by Lynn






    Source: Mariah Daily

  • WEDDING SHOW HELD FOR GAY COUPLES

     
    A gay wedding fair aiming to give couples the chance to shop without fear of homophobia comes just weeks ahead of the first "gay marriages".

    Registrars, venue providers, tailors and cake makers will be offering their wares at Islington's Design Centre in north London over the weekend.

    Organiser Richard Jones said couples could shop there without fear of being turned away because of homophobia.

    The first UK civil ceremonies for same sex couples will be held from December.


    Same rights

    Photographers, fashion stylists, and ice sculpture architects will also host stalls at the event.

    Mr Jones said the exhibition was a sign of equality and gay rights.

    "The idea is that gay couples can come here in an environment where they can research their plans without worrying that a venue or a company that supplies wedding paraphenalia might turn them away because of shyness or homophobia.

    "What we are actually getting is equality and the rights that belong to use as human beings in this nation."

    Under the Civil Partnership Act, gay couples will be able to take part in a ceremony which legally recognises their relationship and gives them some of the same rights as married couples.


  • FALLING WHILE RISING!

    + Woke to the sound of a phone.. it was work. I get to go in at 9 instead of 11.
    - Took forever to wake up.
    - The bus was late.
    + Got to work on time.
    + Busy day, running back and forth.. but there was support staff.
    +/- Put up tags, didn't get a lunch.


    Plans for later:



    • Going to Cyle's (pron. like Kyle) Pink and Green Party
      >>
      Any thing could happen (hehe)

    Shout outs to: [Ada] for checking in on me and showing up at work a couple of days ago. [Big F in the AR] you almost got the name right hehe. Thanks for the support. I am sorry that we don't talk that much anymore. [JP] miss talking to you and your husband. I want to see you at least once before Christmas. I hope all is good in your world. [Benji] Keep your head up.

  • Hit by Life.

    Hit by Life.
    Written by P.A. Jervis, Jr.


    So fast have I ever realized that I am not invincible.
    I was struck with forces that I had never felt before. I can't say that I'd every want to experience the feeling again.
    It took me off my feet and knocked me out, taking my breath.. for a quick second.

    I realized that I was screaming and felt that I was left alone.
    No one could help me, no one would run to my rescue.
    No one in the loves me more than myself.
    It was just a time that I realized that I had to fend for myself because everyone is here for themselves.


    I was hoping that it was my imagination taking me for a whirlwind and I had just fallen on ground of my wild mind.
    It turns out that I was in the middle of a crosswalk deciding if I was angry at myself or the person that decided to show me that
    Life is more of a value that I should not take for granted.

  • Mariah To Re-Launch 'Mimi' With CD Signing Event // 1:29 PM EST Updated by Liron


    WHO: Performer and songwriter Mariah Carey, the #1 most successful female artist of all time, with 16 #1 singles on the Billboard Hot 100 and more than 150 million albums sold world wide -- the first female lead artist in the 47 years of the Billboard Hot 100 to occupy the #1 and #2 spots in the same week, with this year's "We Belong Together" and "Shake It Off."

    WHAT: A rare west coast in-store CD signing event to celebrate the re-launch of Mariah's THE EMANCIPATION OF MIMI: ULTRA PLATINUM EDITION, the expanded new configuration of her quadruple-platinum Island Records album. The album is tied as the highest certified record to date of 2005 according to the RIAA, and has also sold more than 6 million copies worldwide. New edition recaps the original album's 14 tracks plus four new tracks, including the brand new single "Don't Forget About Us," follow-up to "We Belong Together" and "Shake It Off"; the album to be available in standard expanded CD version as well as special deluxe limited edition two-disc (CD + DVD) package.

    WHERE: Come catch Mariah Carey as she walks the Platinum carpet in front of the brand new Virgin Megastore, Hollywood, located at 6801 Hollywood Blvd. Mariah will meet with her fans and sign copies of her CD at Virgin Entertainment Group's brand new 20,000 sq. ft. west coast flagship at the landmark Hollywood & Highland center, between the Kodak Theatre and Grauman's Chinese Theatre. The newly opened Megastore delivers one-stop shopping for the hottest, freshest entertainment culture products. Virgin Megastore Hollywood carries an in depth selection of music and DVD that they have become known for, as well as an amazing array of pop culture apparel, portable electronics, games and books.

    WHEN: November 15th, the official in-store release date of THE EMANCIPATION OF MIMI: ULTRA PLATINUM EDITION, starting promptly at 6:00 p.m., Mariah will meet with her fans and sign CDs.

    HOW: Virgin Megastore, Hollywood will hold a special midnight sale, starting at 12 AM on November, 15th of THE EMANCIPATION OF MIMI: ULTRA PLATINUM EDITION, where a limited number of special wristbands will be distributed to those Virgin Megastore, Hollywood customers who purchase the CD. The wristband will guarantee a place in line for the CD signing event, but will not guarantee a meeting with Mariah Carey. Space is limited. One CD autograph per person, no memorabilia to be signed.


    Source: PR Newswire | Virgin Entertainment Group

  • GAY GROUP CHEERS

    Gay groups cheer
    Va. elections

    Defeat of Kilgore and anti-gay delegates seen as turning point

    By EARTHA JANE MELZER
    Friday, November 11, 2005



    Gay groups across the political spectrum celebrated the results of Virginia’s Nov. 8 election. With the defeat of Republican gubernatorial candidate Jerry Kilgore, and three staunchly anti-gay candidates for the House of Delegates, many say they sense the beginning of the end of agenda-setting by social conservatives in Virginia politics.


    Lt. Gov. Tim Kaine, a Democrat, solidly defeated Republican Jerry Kilgore 52 to 46 percent. Both candidates oppose gay marriage and civil unions, but Kaine backs workplace protection for gays and opposed the Marriage Affirmation Act, one of the country’s most strident laws stripping gay couples of legal protections.


    “Jerry Kilgore ran a campaign that included gay bashing, immigrant bashing, and bashing Tim Kaine for his religious beliefs as a Catholic,” said Josh Israel, president of the Virginia Partisans Gay & Lesbian Democratic Club. “His defeat is a sign that the politics of division are not the way to go.”


    The race for lieutenant governor between Republican W.T. Bolling and Democrat L.L. Byrne was narrowly won by Bolling (50 to 49 percent) and the battle for attorney general between Democrat R. Creigh Deeds and Republican Robert McDonnell was so close a recount was planned. In both races, the GOP candidates were social conservatives and the Democrats relatively moderate on gay issues.


    “The Republicans are reeling,” Israel said.


    Republicans suffered set backs across the board. Kaine won by a larger majority than Gov. Mark Warner, a Democrat whose broad popularity was the most significant factor in the race, and also won in outer D.C. suburbs like Loudoun, Prince William, Lynchburg and Virginia Beach, Israel said.


    During the campaign, the Kilgore campaign ran ads saying that Kaine supported gay adoption. Kaine’s position is that the current law — which says the best interest of the child is the primary consideration, and allows single people and married couples to adopt — strikes the right balance, of the Kaine campaign.


    As state attorney general, Kilgore said the Fairfax School Board did not have the authority to include sexual orientation discrimination in its non-discrimination policy.


    But Kilgore’s supporters said it was Kaine’s campaign that engaged in “gay-baiting,” running a radio ad called “Weak” that suggested Kilgore is “too weak to lead Virginia” and says, “Jerry Kilgore is not being straight.”


    This ad came on the heels of an anti-Kilgore Web site www.jerrytheduck.com that encouraged visitors to listen to an audio clip and “hear Jerry quack.” Some believe that this is an attempt to draw attention to Kilgore’s voice, which was described as “gay-sounding.”


    A highly publicized discussion of whether Kaine is making fun of Kilgore’s rural accent, is actually about whether Kaine is making fun of Kilgore’s effeminate voice, Kilgore backers claimed.


    An election eve appearance by President Bush seems not to have energized voters for Kilgore and may have instead motivated Kaine’s supporters.


    Israel said that for the last three years, Kilgore has been the single biggest obstacle to gay and lesbian equality in Virginia.


    All 13 incumbents who voted against the state marriage amendment preserved their positions, Israel said, and the delegates race in the 67th District between Democrat Chuck Caputo and Republican Chris Craddock was not nearly as tight as expected, with Caputo winning 59 to 41 percent.


    Anti-gay ‘poster boy’ defeated


    In the 32nd District, Democrat Dave Poisson defeated Del. Dick Black (R-Loudoun), 53 to 47 percent.


    “Dick Black was the poster boy for their extremist positions, the fact the he was handily defeated may be a sign that the far right has peaked in its ability to set the agenda in Virginia,’” said Dave Lampo, president of the Virginia Log Cabin Republicans. “The fact that Craddock and Marrs were also defeated proved it was not a fluke.”


    Lampo said that he believes that the election outcome reflects Virginian’s disgust with conservative lawmakers’ obsession with homosexuality, and that he hopes that moderates in the Republican Party will now feel free to begin to assert themselves more, “and take the party back from the Family Foundation types.”


    Though many commentators have said that the Republican losses in Virginia are tied to voters’ disappointments with Republicans on the national level, Lampo said that he feels that Black, Marrs and Craddock lost because of the, “quacky extremist positions they espouse,” and that, “national issues played a marginal role if any.”


    During their campaigns each of these three candidates attempted to smear their opponents by gay-baiting. Republican Chris Craddock falsely claimed that his opponent Gary Reese had been endorsed by the Blade, and then stated that Christians and gays despise one another. Brad Marrs attempted to taint Katherine Waddell for accepting a campaign contribution from a gay man. Black distributed a letter accusing Poisson of supporting homoerotic school plays.







    Democrat David Poisson defeated Del. Dick Black (R-Loudoun) in the 32nd District. Black (right) is pictured with Robert Knight, director of the Culture & Family Institute, during a debate last year on Black’s bill to ban adoptions by gay Virginians. (Photo by Steve Helber/AP)

    “As disappointed as I am that the socially moderate candidates lost, I think this is going to mean that the Republican Party can come back stronger,” Lampo said.


    In a very solidly Republican district, Del. Bob Marshall (R-Loudoun), sponsor of the Marriage Affirmation Act, which bans legal recognition of same-sex relationships, received 55 percent of the vote.


    In local races, Dana Lawhorne, the Partisans endorsed candidate for Alexandria Sheriff won. Ed Fendley, the Partisans endorsed candidate for Arlington School Board was also successful.


    In Norfolk, Vivian Paige, whose race was marred by allegations of dirty tricks, fell short in her bid to be the city’s treasurer. After a NAACP-sponsored candidates forum in Norfolk last month, fliers calling attention to her sexual orientation were placed on cars.


    The flier purported to be an endorsement from the Virginia Partisans Gay & Lesbian Democratic Club, and to have been authorized by the Concerned Citizens for Political Education. It featured a photo of Democratic candidate Vivian Paige with a caption that read, “Yes, I’m lesbian and I’m proud! It really doesn’t matter what people think, it’s my life.”


    Paige, a Democrat, was endorsed by Virginia Partisans and the Gay & Lesbian Victory Fund, but the fliers were not affiliated with her campaign. She finished the race with 31 percent of the votes, while Thomas Moss, an independent who was the former speaker of the Virginia House, collected 45 percent. Independent Sherry White Battle finished third, with 15 percent, while Republican John Wesley Hill finished fourth, with 9 percent.


    24 of 28 backed pols win


    Dyana Mason, executive director of Equality Virginia, said that she was pleased that 24 of the 28 candidates endorsed by that organization’s political action committee were successful.


    Mason said the EVPAC contacted 60,000 voters and operated nine get-out-the-vote telephone banks in the districts of gay rights opponents Dick Black (R-Loudoun), Chris Craddock, and Brad Marrs (R-Chesterfield). The first two lost their races and Marrs trails in a very close race.


    “We were smart and strategic in sending a message to some of our harshest opponents,” Mason said. “I think they recognize that it is probably not a wise idea to focus solely on the social issues.”


    Although gay rights supporters have picked up a couple of seats, Mason said that she expects the next legislative session to include challenges to gay rights, including consideration of a state marriage amendment and action on some sort of adoption bill.


    Ebbin wins reelection


    Alexandria’s Adam Ebbin, the first-ever openly gay delegate in the Virginia state legislature, ran unopposed and was reelected.


    During this election cycle, Ebbin contributed more than $73,000 from his campaign and leadership PAC accounts in this cycle to Democratic organizations and candidates in Virginia, with most of the money going into House of Delegates races.


    Ebbin said that he believes the tone in the General Assembly will certainly improve now that a few extreme politicians have been replaced with mainstream moderates.


    The election results show that, “the politics of hate are not working in Virginia, should stop and think before demonizing people because they are immigrants or gay,” Ebbin said. He added that the winning candidates focused on the issues that affect daily lives of the larger electorate.


    “We have demonstrated in Virginia that sensible mainstream moderate investment and talking directly to the voters about what matters to them can overpower mean-spirited divisive tactics,” Ebbin said. “It seems that this election marks the first time there has been a significant financial contribution downside for anti-gay legislators.


    Virginia politicians may now begin to think more carefully about whether to pass a marriage amendment or other anti-gay measures, Ebbin said, and the impact could reach outside the state.


    “Republicans in other states will realize that there is a risk to beating up on minorities for political gain, and Mark Warner will be taken more seriously as a presidential candidate” Ebbin said.

  • PEACE AND BLESSINGS

    + Woke up for work at 840a.
    + Checked email and chatted with a few folks, including my mother.
    + Went to work an hour earlier than I was supposed to because of a tie visit.
    + Yay! for over time.
    + Overall a good day.. nothing too major.


    It was a good day over all. Change diggers, customer complainers and the many refunders.

  • FINAL WORDS (CRUSH PT. II)

    FINAL WORDS (CRUSH PT. II)
    Written by: P.A. Jervis, Jr.


    I've just sent you my latest poem.
    I emailed it via myspace, hoping that you don't ignore it.


    I sent it with love and a kiss, with a slight touch of hope
    That you finally understand where I am coming from, how I feel.
    I don't think that you will though
    For some reason, I don't think that you are ready and you are just going to brush off
    The message that I sent to you as another of the others I've sent.


    I keep thinking and searching of the one that is going to love me.
    At the moment I am feeling lonely, loved but missing that one element.
    I think that you are missing body in my bed next to me every morning.


    I've spent more than enough time on you and many others and I just think that I need to give it
    An emotional time out or I will breakdown and do something stupid.
    Because I know that you are just messing with my mind and don't care all that much for me.
    My friends must be right, I fall in love to easy. I just need to let go. Get away for just a little bit and breathe.


    I'll take this as a sign and realize that these are my final words to you.
    My final words to the love that I feel for you. The final words for the feelings that could have grown into something more.
    My final fantasy that stars you as the leading role taking me to my sexual paradise and making my everyday world a bit more joyful
    This is the end for me. Silence falls again. I speak no more. I have no more to say.