November 6, 2005

• FINAL WORDS (CRUSH PT. II)

  FINAL WORDS (CRUSH PT. II)
  Written by: P.A. Jervis, Jr.

  
  

  I've just sent you my latest poem.
  I emailed it via myspace, hoping that you don't ignore it.

  
  

  I sent it with love and a kiss, with a slight touch of hope
  That you finally understand where I am coming from, how I feel.
  I don't think that you will though
  For some reason, I don't think that you are ready and you are just going to brush off
  The message that I sent to you as another of the others I've sent.

  
  

  I keep thinking and searching of the one that is going to love me.
  At the moment I am feeling lonely, loved but missing that one element.
  I think that you are missing body in my bed next to me every morning.

  
  

  I've spent more than enough time on you and many others and I just think that I need to give it
  An emotional time out or I will breakdown and do something stupid.
  Because I know that you are just messing with my mind and don't care all that much for me.
  My friends must be right, I fall in love to easy. I just need to let go. Get away for just a little bit and breathe.

  
  

  I'll take this as a sign and realize that these are my final words to you.
  My final words to the love that I feel for you. The final words for the feelings that could have grown into something more.
  My final fantasy that stars you as the leading role taking me to my sexual paradise and making my everyday world a bit more joyful
  This is the end for me. Silence falls again. I speak no more. I have no more to say.

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