You swear that you are the one going through the toture.
I can tell you that it's totally the opposite on this side of the road.

I can't handle that you keep playing like you are the victim.

This is finished. Over.
I am done waiting for you to find a way to learn to deal with your everyday changing moods.
I am done feeling like I am on the outside and looking in.
This is over. Finished.

Do you ever wonder what it would be like if you were in my shoes
Would you ever wonder what I was thinking and who I was with
And who would be who?

Would it make you understand what I am going through a lot better
Would you understand the pain that I am going through
Would you breathe out or take it all in?

I have been going through it I suppose. The ups and the downs that everyone likes to talk about. The good the bad and experiencing the ugly. 

Work is still the same. It gets better at times. We hired on some new people so that cuts down on the stress of not having enough people. They are supposedly training other people to be shift supervisors instead of asking me to step up to the plate. It sure would be nice if I got a bit of a mention. But I guess I am not what they are looking for and if that's the case that I can't progress in the company then I will find another job somewhere else. I am not going for the being overlooked ordeal. I will probably end up slapping someone.

I am living okay. I am thinking of changing my room around again but I am not sure. I've started letting the bed down and using it as a couch as well. It's pretty cool. I have to figure out how to get the DVR working again so I can record reruns of shows that I missed during the regular season.

My roomie is totally awesome. A complete opposite of what my previous roommate was. I have had the ewiest luck with roommates in the past years and I am glad that it's finally getting better. He asks for any bills that need to paid and all that other stuff. He's a bit incredible person himself. It's amazing. He's off in New Zealand right now with his girlie friend. I hope they have a safe arrival back to the states.

I tried to decorate my bathroom a little more but it's small and some of the stuff that I thought would fit in there doesn't really fit in there. So I am trying to think of other stuff that I want to do for it.  The living room has these nice little couches in them. It's nice. I love it mucho. Hehe. Anyway..

I have already started planning my party for October. I am going to start making fliers and invites soon. I have some people planning to come into town for it. I am truly looking for it.

Well I miss a mess of you: Big F in AR* Where'd you go? Hanna* Can you send me the file? Then I can look for you. I am sorry. Pipper* WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU? CNLBitch* (You know you are missed).. you need to call a brotha back. Chucho* come and visit me... uh yeah tomorrow.