July 11, 2005


  • Just A Feelin'
    (written by P.A. Jervis, Jr.)


    I am up at two in the morning thinking about the day that just happened
    The day that just went by, oh how did the time just fly by
    The short work day that I spent just to spend time with you
    Only a few hours and few minutes that I had, was the times that I got to spend with you


    I've just got this feeling
    I don't know what to do with it
    It's a very strong feeling that's hurting my heart right now
    But look at me depending on my fuckin' feelings again


    Last time they got me in trouble
    It was the body language I read


    My mind was ticking over time inside my head


    So what I need to do, you need to understand is that I need to write
    And just calm down and release the pain that I am feeling right now
    Just let it out, just give myself a chance to breathe
    To cool, to chill because I don't want to ride on this feeling


    I've got to keep on telling myself


    That this is just a feeling and that it's not what you think it is
    Unless, I come across something that leads me to believe that it is


    In fact more than just a feeling, it's for real
    Some thing that will send down tumbling down a hill


    For right now, it's just a feeling


    And I will try to shed no tears and just let it go over
    As a disappoint and a point in my life where I grow, like I do every year
    Learning something new, something different
    How to be and who to be
    Being who I am, not who they thought I should be


    See now I am just rambling because I am feeling


    That this more than just a feeling that I'm feeling
    When this feeling that I am feeling should be more endearing


    No, no.. no. It's just a feeling. It's just got to be


    It has to be!
    I wish there was someone I could talk to about this feeling


    Someone that I could relate to


    That person would have to be you
    Because I have to learn how to understand you
    So that I know what to do
    and how to do
    So I don't hurt anyone including you


    Because this feeling oh this feeling it's bothering me, oh it's true
    I am just having a hard time expressing, what I feeling inside me


    This feeling, that I am feeling for you