July 12, 2005
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O THE MIND WANDERS SO FAR FROM THE HEART
+ woke up around 645ish and just felt like getting up
- felt really hungry, but there's only oatmeal left.. definitely need a shopping trip soon
+ got to work on time, 8ish
+ daily minutes with ada and all the manly decision and realizing that it's way too early in the relationship to be over thinking shit
- boo to me for over thinking shit
+ discussions with kyle about stuff that should be added to club.mimi
+ updated club.mimi [ link ]; uploaded the new layout for it as well
+ yeah only two hours at work
+ emailed some people back, sorry it took me so long
+ text messaged matt to have a great day
+ added some more affiliates to club.mimi
- freakin audio player won't work for club.mimi
+ added some more audio and news to club.mimi
+ did someone break their xanga?
- blow up in the wrong person's face (or screen) about feeling like tech support 'can you do this?' 'can you do that?' 'fix it for me!' blah blah blah
+ got a call from david, i told him that i have a boyfriend now
- he decides that he wants to come over.. so i am like ok then..
- david talks about advice on how to get a job, when he just lost his.. let's not forget that he still lives with his parents, is 38 (almost 39..might as well say 40), doesn't know how to cook, has never owned a home.. i can continue but it's so n o t worth the time
+ playing music loud and working on updating benji's site
- david comes over while i am trying to fix felipe's xanga..
- looking over shoulder and reading my IM conversations sooooo not cool in these books
- david wants a hug?
did i not explain that i have a boyfriend...
- it's hard to fix felipe's xanga because david yapping about how he thought that i wasn't going to be seeing anyone (jealous?) .. uh get a hint david we never had a chance!
- david decides to stay longer and wants to watch troy
- i put in troy and he's talking during the whole movie and is trying to get close to me.. i feel like kicking in the face.. instead i kick him out of my apartment
+ good bye david.. sure call eyah.. okay buh bye..
+ call matt get no answer, leave a message.. taking everyone's advice not to over think any of the relationship since it just started feeling better
+/- matt texts back that he has a meeting and he'll try to call me later
- bored and hungry at home...
+ go get something to eat.. yummy yummy i've got jack in the box in my tummy
- do random things.. clean the apartment again.. bored
+ talk to random people.. watch tv, have watched since like .. well ok not that long ago.
+ talking to felipe and justin.. justin is a little special, i wonder if he makes up some of the people that he talks about 'well now i have about 6 guys that want to be my boyfriend...' hmm?
so overall.. it was a good day. i learned that i need to stop over thinking, even if a previous relationship has left me scared that another person may hurt me again. i also learned that david is a loser... a nosey loser that doesn't see that being almost forty and living with your parents is abnormal. yeah and i think that's about it. i'd like to thank ada and felipe for the help today..
Comments (3)
glad to hear you had a good day. I feel you about being scared. I've only been in one relationship (and i'm still in it) and we have problems but I love him to death. I'm scared of letting go because I don't want to be hurt (although the problems we have at times hurts me very much...familiarity comforts me.) I know this isnt relevant or you may think it isnt related to what you feel so i'm going to hush! Wow. Go you about the 6 guys wanting to be your boyfriend
lol im teasing you..but some people do not get the hint and good you expressed he crossed his limits by kicking him out of his apartment. I was on campus today--it was so hot! (weather wise.)
Today was crazy for you, I do remember lol - glad that it turned out good overall. I agree - you can never let your mind go crazy with thoughts. It's terribly difficult and we do strive, but in the end, people are all different and it's no use trying to figure them out! lol In time, ends will tighten, things will make more sense, and all that was meant to be will be.
Peace Love & Music
~3d~
P.S. Call me sometime! heh
ada loves you
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