July 14, 2005

• RAGING OUT OF CONTROL AS THE FIRE OF YOUR LOVE BURNS ME FROM WITHIN

  
  

  + wake up call from the mother... got to get ready for the interview (645ish)
  + finally get up around 715ish
  +/- first thing i thought of.. him. plain and simple
  + check emails, read random xangas and such
  + added club.mimi to more toplist and fanlistings, hoping to get 10,000 viewers by the end of the week
  - had an arguement with an internet penpalish kind of fella, robbie.
  - go into a depression kind of mood, start thinking about matt even more
  + got ready for the interview.. gave myself a facial (neutrogena facial peel, queen helene's facial mask..etc.)
  + went to the library to turn in one of demetra's books they are due on the 20th.. need to find the other one
  - walked around outside of cvs pharmacy
  + called mom before that to get the number of another cvs so they could tell me the number to the store so i could talk to the manager
  - call the cvs pharmacy and they are like 'we don't know that number, why are you calling for it?' 'there is no store in that location' >click<
  + wait for like 20 minutes before this nice contractor guy tells me the manager is inside
  + go inside and meet marc just before 930, so i am not late
  + they are still building the racks and stuff in the store so he's trying to tell people where everything goes and stuff
  - wait an extra 30-45 minutes
  + quick interview, we go over the details of working shifts and the duties.. how much it's paying. 7.00 > 5.15
  + call the baker and tell her i can take her hours
  - have to walk home because i only brought enough change to catch the bus with one ticket and because the manager took so long to hire me.. i mean interview me.. my ticket expired. no biggie really. i walked from southern to broadway. good exercise, but i wouldn't do it everyday.
  + call from the kamil to be sure someone is covering the desk sure thing buddy
  + talk to some more people..
  + work from 12-6
  + major props to mr. steve for bringing me lunch
  + working with ada, steve.. kamil came a little later
  + watch some funny crap on ytmnd [ link ] ; download the sound bites
  + went to wallie's world with ada and steve, in diva style status
  - couldn't find ada's pictures so i was about to rip out the attitude diva
  - the lady behind the counter had an attitude, so wanted to slap her, but it was so  n   o   t  worth the time
  + the find her pictures under a different name.. , put the attitude diva back in the bag
  +/- was rude to this lady that had ill dyed hair.. it was worse than mine! but so thought she had a car near us... *phew* not too close
  +/- silent moments = me thinking about matt.. i don't even know if he's thinking about me..
  + pete's and chips drive-thru or thrue (haha jp remember?)... 'they really do make it when you order!'
  + distracted by the very distinct walk of a young man
  + drop the goodies at the desk.
  + eat and watch beauty and the geek.. it's super awesome, i wish i could have watched it.. they are all so cute and smart, like matt
  - the beauties were reallllllllllllllllllllllllly stooopid
  + steve leaves and i fall asleep on the couch
  + wake up and go down to the desk, was going to walk home but got conned into staying at the desk, i'm weak i must admit
  + talk to hanna and sarah through jp's aim
  - emotions start getting all twisted as i get a ride from jp to my house..
  - mind starts to think more when i am alone
  + start talking to steve, sarah, felipe and some other people..
  +/- started to talk to matt, but it's hard .. trying not to bring up that i miss him, i want him. some say move on, but i think i willing to wait a little longer. i don't think he really wants to talk to me anyway. he gets off and then gets back on away.. makes me confuse. i have weird feelings. i think i'll wait, i wish he would just talk to me.
  - cry myself to sleep...i don't like going to bed unhappy.

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